nerves

It can really do a number on your nerves when you know you have one shot. One shot and maybe five minutes of someone's time. It's exciting but often exhausting. You spend hours upon hours staring and fixing the slightest alignment issue. You scour all of the content, looking to add more while trimming the fat. There are opinions coming at you from all sides, and you have to decide which ones stay true to who you are and what you are trying to accomplish. Once you are done, you realize the word finished doesn’t exist when it comes to something that potentially affects your future. I could have stared, added, subtracted, moved, and changed for 30 more days. Eventually, you have to tell yourself "what is meant to be...is simply meant to be." I've got an email and maybe five minutes, ten if I'm lucky, and 15 if I'm the luckiest person on the block. I feel pretty good because I know I tried my best. In the end that is all we can do, isn't it...?